Last night’s post was a big deal – it took a lot of time to write it last night, but it took years to get to it.
As I reflected on it today, I had another shattering realization – I’m all in.
In every past relationship, I’ve had one foot in and one foot out.
Okay, let me be completely honest. In every past relationship, I’ve had a quarter of a foot in and one and three quarters of my feet out. I was always ready to run at the least provocation.
Writing that reminds me of the scene in Gilmore Girls when Luke tells Lorelai the story about carrying the horoscope around in his wallet for all those years and says, “This thing we’re doing here. Me, you. I just want you to know, I’m all in. I am all in.” (I tried to find a video clip to paste in, but couldn’t…so sadly you’ll just have to remember it or imagine it in all its sappy gooey-ness. )