Sometimes I write something that I have to go back and read over and over and over again – still trying to process it and integrate it.
Today is one of those days. I’ve gone back to re-read what I wrote last night at least five times. Each time I integrate it a little more. I believe it a little more. I realize a little more that I can be okay and move forward without losing anything.
To those of you who contacted me privately, I hope you know that you’re not alone and that you are loved.
Processing this piece has taken a lot of emotional energy. It’s good work that I expect will have ramifications for a long time to come.
Right now I’m tired. I’ve spent so much energy today in processing what I wrote last night there wasn’t room for anything else. I trust that you’ll understand.
With all my love,
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